Do any of you struggle with this ridiculous, taxing, exhausting dilemma? Over-thinking. It is fantastic.....ally annoying to the poor souls living with an OT (over-thinker). I believe in symbols and signs from the Universe, ask and you shall receive, but for the over-thinker you will receive much more. This "much more" is what I call the insanity card. The Joker card in a deck of cards, only, the joke is on you.
For an OT, and the workings of an over-thinking mind, I can simply describe it as a maze with a ton of entrances, quite a few dead ends with no exit in sight. Sad, yet true. Knowing this, as an OT, you know what your mind is capable of and the scenarios your over active imagination can fathom up, yet you still let your mind take you on the dreaded tour of this maze.
This is where much frustration is born. Frustration because you should know better. Frustration because you know that in a day or two you'll think back and wonder why you let this get to you.....again. I've been handed a 10 piece puzzle that magically ends up with a 1000 pieces in the end. This is called a master disaster. Who works backwards like this?
The best part is that logically, you know what the problem is and possibly the answer too but erratically you will allow this to take over your every living cell until you cannot handle yourself anymore and you find yourself jotting down poetry about "Giving up" and you've notified your next of kin that the song "Remember Me" by Just Jinger has to be played at your funeral, and everyone should be served shooters and get totally tanked up over my crystal embedded coffin, or else...
Did you see what I just did there 😉
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